Recollect Your Thoughts

Today, I’ve realize that I’ve hit rock bottom. Not planning to go into details but there’s currently a long list of things that are bugging me.

Yes, it’s going to be one of those days!To be honest, I am crushed in so many ways that even the saying ‘It’s complicated” would be an understatement and having Jose Gonzales’ Heartbeats playing on repeat. I also have this mad urge to watch really sad, tear-jerking cartoons like Land Before Time and The Lion King while chomping down a pint of ice-cream from Baskin Robbins.But paying almost US$50 a month for a gym membership and resulting to that act might just a real stick up the behind. So, what will I do? Hike a mile in tears? Take a Xanax and go to sleep?

Now, the last option seems like a good choice, but oh, wait. I’m a broke wage slave!

*cue middle-finger dance set to the sky*

In a society where depression and pouty-faces are deemed weak and frowned upon, I am just going to stand up and find a way to keep myself off these emotions and focus on whatever good I have left in my life.

The trick is to enjoy life. Don’t wish away your days, wishing for better ones ahead.

Marjorie Pay Hinckley

I need a list of things to do that will keep me distracted from all the horrors that I face. But you know what I would really love to do right now?

Swim. Preferably in the ocean but that ain’t gonna happen since I’m afraid of swimming there, so a pool will have to do. I need to see something majestic and beautiful in life. Lord of the Rings in 3D? You betcha!

Do you have anything that you think would help me feel better? Or have you done something that changed the way you saw or felt about everything you know about the world?

C’mon. Help a sista out!